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  All Liberty needed was a glimmer of hope to set her into action. She grabbed Boy under his shoulders and waited for Mender to take his feet, they took off in a run toward the airship, with Robbie and Waters trying to keep up. The short jog only took a few minutes but it felt like an eternity. Once there, Mender insisted on throwing Boy over his shoulder, so he could carry him up the ladder. She turned to help Waters carry Robbie but he waved her on. About halfway up the ladder, Liberty looked back to check on his progress. He had Robbie over his shoulder and was carrying him up behind her.

  In her hurried search to find the toolbox for Mender, she thought vaguely about the strange scene. Before his death, father had never allowed strangers aboard for what he had claimed were security reasons. Over the last week, she had broken more of his rules than she cared to think about. All she wanted to do now, though, was help Boy. What did any of her father’s rules mean, if she couldn’t help her own brother? She had promised Boy she wouldn’t let him die, and now, because of her own neglect, he might very well do just that.

  She stood by, watching helplessly, as Mender took Boy apart, piece by piece. Every now and then he would ask her to go fetch something but she suspected it was to give him some breathing space. Boy was still in pieces when the sun set.

  Mender rocked back on his heels and looked up at Liberty. “I’m afraid, if I keep working on him, I’m going to break something irreplaceable. I hate to leave Boy like this but it can’t be helped.”

  Liberty wanted to argue but knew he was right. She nodded. “I understand. You should go to bed. You were up all night teaching Waters how to bake bread. You must be exhausted.” Even in the dark she could see his reluctance, so she patted his shoulder. “It’s okay. It’s not your fault.” She sat next to Boy’s scattered parts and cradled his head in her lap.

  Mender stood. “You should get some sleep too. There’s nothing anyone can do until morning. There’s no point in wearing yourself out.”

  Liberty thought back to her first night with Boy, and how he had helped her by shining light out of his eyes. Now here she was, with nothing she could do to help him. “I will later. Go get some sleep. I’ll see you in the morning.”

  When no one moved, she looked up to find two men and a robot staring down at her. One by one, they sat on the deck in a semi-circle around Boy. Their simple act of friendship and comradery stunned her.

  Chapter Eight

  “We’re heading to the Forbidden Lands today. Mender’s so excited about going I didn’t have the heart to tell him about the destruction he’s going to see there. It’s really hard to describe. I guess he’ll just have to see it for himself to really understand what was lost in the war.” Liberty continued to wind Boy as she talked to him. She patted his head and tried not to be discouraged when he didn’t respond. The only sound in her bedroom was the ventilator Mender had fitted in Boy’s back, in the hope of drying out his delicate circuit boards.

  It had already been several weeks since she had pulled Boy out of the ocean and there still weren’t any signs of him recovering. That hadn’t stopped her from winding him every day, or explaining each day’s agenda as if he could hear. She refused to give up hope even though Mender thought the salt water and sand had done too much damage to his inner workings. Not only was Boy her brother, he was the Keeper of humanity’s past.

  Liberty gave his head one last pat before grabbing her hat and goggles. “I better go man the helm. We’ve planned a quick stop at the lake for a fresh load of water before heading over the mountains.” She sat on the edge of her bed, to put her hat and goggles on. “Mender’s never made a crossing over them. I think he may be nervous, but he would never admit it. You know how it is when you have to pretend to be the strong, silent type.” She stared at Boy for a few seconds, silently willing him to come back to her. All she needed was one blink. When nothing happened, she let out a sigh and left the cabin without looking back. The last thing she heard was the sound of the ventilator. It sounded like Boy was really breathing. He had to recover, if for no other reason than to see Mender’s new addition. Boy was going to love being able to breathe.

  Mender’s airship flew next to Airus. When the lake came into view, she called over, “I’m heading down. Don’t land until I’m anchored.” She pulled on the pressure release chain until the psi was at the correct level. Landing on this side of the mountain was relatively easy because the wind currents were almost nonexistent. She still had to be careful about staying away from the nearby forest and keeping a lookout for mountain men, but the landing was a snap. Once on the ground, she gave the area another scan for strangers then lowered the anchor.

  As soon as Mender had also safely landed, Liberty began throwing hoses over the side. She then kept an eye on the forest while Mender did the same. Finally, she waved to let him know she would meet him on the ground.

  “Let’s not stay here any longer than necessary. It’s not safe.” Liberty grabbed a couple of hoses and followed Mender out to the lake.

  He stopped at its edge. “How could a place as beautiful as this be unsafe? It’s perfect.”

  She threw her hoses into the water. “Its perfection is deceptive. There are men living in nearby caves who would hurt you for no other reason than to watch you bleed to death.”

  Mender nervously glanced around. “Maybe we should hurry then.”

  “I agree. If you’ll carry the last two hoses out, I’ll climb aboard and turn on the pumps.”

  He nodded but looked at the water longingly. “I was hoping for a bath while waiting to fill up the water tanks. It’s going to be a while before we’ll get another chance.”

  Liberty scanned the area and saw nothing unusual. Maybe it would be okay if they took a few extra minutes to bathe. She patted her skirt pocket. “I have my Father’s pocket pistol. I’ll stay onboard where I can survey the area better, and if I see anyone, I’ll signal so you can get back aboard before they get too close.”

  Mender grinned. “That sounds like a great plan. If you’ll trust me with the pistol, I’ll do the same for you.” He looked at her tangled hair. “Maybe you can try get a few of those tangles out while you’re in the water.”

  She might have stayed and argued but he was right. Damn the man. Liberty was about halfway up the ladder when she stopped. Something wasn’t right. She held her breath and listened. She motioned with a finger for Mender to be quiet. After a few seconds, a rustling sound overheard convinced her to urge Mender to drop the hoses and follow her on board. She pulled the pistol out, and by the time Mender was on the ladder, she had reached the top.

  Inching up as quietly as possible, Liberty carefully peered over the rail. Her heart felt as if it had dropped into her stomach when she saw a tall, dirty young man standing by the helm, as if trying to figure out how it worked. He wasn’t looking her way so she motioned Mender to follow her. Liberty carefully climbed aboard and moved quietly across the deck.

  She held the pistol out and pointed it at the stranger’s back. “What the hell are you doing here?” Liberty was surprised to discover the guy was just a pimpled-face teenager. He was so filthy she could smell him from where she stood, his odor making her eyes water.

  Tears had washed away some of the grime on his face. “I just need a place to hide. They’re going to kill me.”

  Mender stepped forward and placed a hand on Liberty’s shoulder. She wasn’t certain if it was for support or to stop her from shooting the kid. She had never killed anyone, and didn’t want to start now if she could help it.

  She didn’t lower the pistol but took her finger away from the trigger. “Who’s going to kill you?”

  The kid started crying harder and began waving in the direction of the mountain. He was almost hysterical now. “They’ve all gone crazy.” He smacked a hand against his bare chest. “If they catch us, they will kill and eat us.”

  Liberty’s mouth dropped open. “They’re going to do what?”

  “They prefer human flesh to animals now.�
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  That information was too shocking to absorb. The tales about the mountain men had never mentioned them eating people. She turned to Mender. “We’ve got to get out of here now!” The two of them rushed to the edge of the deck and scanned the area. Neither saw anything. “Let’s get the hoses back onboard and get into the air as fast as we can.”

  Mender nodded. “Okay, but what are we going to do about the water? We’ll never last the full three months in the Forbidden Lands with what we have in our tanks.”

  Liberty grabbed the stranger’s arm and pulled him along as she headed toward the ladder. She spoke over her shoulder to Mender. “We’ll backtrack and fill up at another place I know.” When she reached the ladder, the kid planted his feet and refused to budge. “Look, Kid. If you want my help then you’ll have to help me first. We need to haul our hoses back onboard or we can’t fly out of here. If your friends don’t kill us, then crashing most certainly will.” She pushed him forward and pointed the gun at him. “Get your ass down there and help get those hoses back onboard.”

  The moment the teenager did as instructed, she slipped the pistol back into her pocket, then turned to Mender and whispered, “Keep your eye on him. I don’t trust him.”

  “The two of us can get the hoses out of the water. You stay here and prepare Airus so you can get us into the air as soon as everything’s onboard. I don’t trust him either, but if he’s telling the truth, we can’t leave him here. I’ll keep him on my ship. I would only worry if you were here by yourself with him.” He nodded toward his airship. “I left Robbie at the helm. Call over and tell him to get our ship ready to go.” Mender climbed over and began his descent. “Yell at the first sign of trouble.”

  The moment his head disappeared over the edge, she ran to the helm and increased the rotation of the friction motor. It took longer to get Robbie to understand that he needed to get his ass in gear, and it was agonizing waiting for Mender and the kid to drag the hoses back to the ships. Several times, she thought she saw something moving out by the edge of the forest but it wasn’t until Mender had the last hose rolled up that she was certain.

  The sight of several naked men, running from the cover of the trees toward the airships, rendered Liberty speechless. She slapped the side of Airus and got Mender’s attention. When he finally looked up, she pointed toward the mountain men heading their way. She finally found her voice. “Hurry! They’re coming!”

  That was all Mender needed to grab the kid by the hair and drag him over to his airship’s ladder. She pulled her own ladder up and glanced over to see if Mender had boarded his ship yet. When she saw him push the kid aboard and then climb in himself, she ran back to the helm and increased the steam pressure. Airus slowly rose into the air and was only a few feet off the ground when the mountain men got close enough for Liberty to see what they were carrying. Each had a long, deadly looking spear.

  Airus was high enough now that no one could climb aboard, but if they began throwing those spears, they could easily puncture one of the balloons. All the stories Liberty had heard about the mountain men hadn’t done them justice. They were more terrifying in person. She increased the pressure and held her breath. Mender had his own ship in the air which was a great relief. All there was left to do was cross her fingers and hold her breath. She would have closed her eyes too if the gauges didn’t need constant monitoring.

  Inch by inch, the airship rose a safe distance. Several loud bangs hit Airus’s hull so Liberty took a chance and looked over the side. She breathed a sigh of relief when thrown spears mostly fell back harmlessly, and others ineffectually struck the hull. She grinned and set course for Little Lake.

  Chapter Nine

  “You’re drowning me!”

  Liberty laughed at how much fun Mender was having at the kid’s expense. The two of them had been in the lake long enough now that their skin should have been as wrinkled as an old man’s, but the boy had been covered with what appeared to be years of grime. He had obviously never taken a bath in his life, and had been so fearful of the water Mender had had to pick him up and throw him into the lake. Unfortunately, that had led to his near drowning before the boy realized that all he had to do was stand to get his head out of the knee deep water.

  As soon as Liberty was certain the guys weren’t going to kill each other or drown, she finished filling the water tanks, then found a private spot to enjoy a good scrubbing herself. With her wet clothes thrown over her shoulder, Liberty hurried back to the safety of Airus. The run-in with the mountain men had unnerved her so much she wanted to get into the air as soon as possible. Once onboard, she pulled up the ladder and raised anchor. Since there wasn’t any wind here, there was no danger of the airship would move until directed to do so. She would have felt safer if hers hadn’t been tethered to Mender’s. If anyone boarded his, they would have easy access to hers.

  Liberty checked the area just to be certain all was well and saw Mender pulling the kid out of the lake. Not wanting them to think she was spying, she headed to her cabin to hang her clothes up to dry. There, she rewound Boy.

  Over the last few weeks she had never lost hope that by some miracle Boy would be up and moving around each time she went into the cabin, but was once again disappointed. He hadn’t moved and still had the same blank expression. “We were attacked by mountain men. I’m so glad you didn’t see it. It’s best you were in here, safely out of harm’s way.”

  Liberty threw her wet clothes onto the foot of her bed and went over to dust his eyes with the sleeve of her clean blouse. Being here with him soothed her nerves like nothing else had all day, so she sat on the edge of the bed. “You no longer need me to breath for you since Mender added the ventilator. You’re doing that really well on your own now.”

  She twisted her fingers together and listened to the hiss of the ventilator. If only it meant Boy could also hear her. She missed his constant chatter and questions.

  “It’s just occurred to me.” She walked over and placed a hand on Boy’s head. “I’ve broken another one of my Father’s rules.” She closed her eyes. The truth was, she had broken just about all of them over the past couple of months, since meeting Boy, Mender and now one of the mountain men’s children. She had changed so much and would never be the same again. How could she go back to that solitary way of life after knowing such friendship and love? “Brother, I love you. I don’t why. You’re just bolts and wires after all. When you were able to, you couldn’t walk without waking the dead, nor did you ever cease with your constant chatter and curiosity.” She sighed before patting his head. The glass felt too chilly and hard to the touch ever to hint at the joy for life and humanity the robot had once held. “I’m not giving up on you because I know you wouldn’t give up on me if I were in your place.”

  “Liberty!”

  She patted Boy’s head once more before heading out to see what Mender wanted. With the way her day was going, they were probably being attacked again. Once out on deck, Liberty stopped dead in her tracks. “You’re naked.”

  Mender pointed upwards. “My eyes are up here.”

  Even after his reprimand, Liberty couldn’t stop staring. “But you’re naked. Where’re your clothes.”

  “Damn it. That’s not what I came to show you.”

  Fortunately, hearing the obscenity made Liberty look up. “You cursed. You never curse.”

  He grinned. “I can see why you do it, though. It gets results. Now at least you’re not ogling my bits and pieces.”

  Of course saying that only made her look down again.

  “Damn it to hell, Liberty. Stop eyeing my parts and look at the kid,” but when she did, Mender huffed. “Not at his bits and pieces but at his face and hair. For pity’s sake, woman, have you never seen a naked man before?”

  A hot flush started at Liberty’s neck and crept upwards. “Of course not, and why would I want to anyway?”

  He grinned. “I don’t know. You haven’t stopped staring since we got here, so you tell me.”r />
  She closed her eyes. “Well go put some clothes on. Why are you on my ship, stark naked, in the first place anyway?”

  “Just open your eyes and look at the kid’s face and hair and you’ll know why.”

  It took a moment to regain her composure, but she finally opened her eyes, forcing herself to look only where directed. She blinked several times as she tried to understand what she was seeing. “His hair is the same red as mine.”

  Mender pushed back wet hair off the boy’s forehead. “His eyes are the green shade of green as yours.”

  She forgot about the men not wearing any clothes and walked over to get a closer look. The kid backed away as she neared, but Mender grabbed his arm and held him in place.

  Mender said, “The two of you have the same high forehead, the same jawline and straight nose. How is it possible for the two of you to look so much alike?”

  She didn’t understand it either, but it really was unbelievable how much the kid resembled her. Was it possible they were related? Liberty thought over the few facts she knew about where she had come from. “Father never said where he’d found me. He thought I was about two years old when he did, lost and crying for my mother. He tried looking for her but finally decided she was either dead or had abandoned me – not such an unusual occurrence since food could be so scarce in some areas.”

  “She said she had left you there by the lake to save your life,” the kid said.

  Liberty took a step back, surprised by the unexpected statement. “How would you know that?”

  “Mother told me I had a sister but that she couldn’t keep her. If the mountain men had ever found a girl, she would have been used crudely, death a great release from the things they would have done to her. Mother said she had seen the balloon man at the lake many times over the years and so waited for him to stop by again. She hoped he would take you away to safety.” The kid reached out and touched her hair. “She said my sister’s name was Liberty and my hair was the same color as hers.”